What do I mean by retrieving my click.
Its getting my eye back in and finding the confidence to use it.
Its finding laughter with old friends and new ones.
Its moving away from, "she's all right.... shame about her husband" and then losing the chance to interact intelligently but light heartedly with others.
Its making something new and light out of something old and dark.
Its capturing moments of landscape and people.
Its being Pootle, who was magic, very ditsy, spontaneous, musical, artistic and warm. And actually quite clever.